Committed: A Memoir of the Artist’s Road

Committed front coverWhen I first met Patrick Ross several years ago and learned about his creativity seeking cross country trip, I immediately asked when the book on it was coming out. At that time, there was no book, but I knew after listening to Patrick talk about the trip, that there should be.

So I asked again, every year or so. I believed this was a book that needed to be written and one that myself and my fellow creatives needed to read. Well, I got my wish and when I found out it was published this fall, I contacted Patrick for an advanced reading copy. And I am so glad I did.

Patrick’s path back to his creativity is no different from mine or a lot of other creatives I have talked to over the last 8 years I’ve been writing this blog and on my own quest to rediscover my creativity. And that’s what resonated with me most.

The book opens up with a particularly raw scene in which Patrick is fleeing his parents’ home with his children after a heated exchange. This exchange brings to light a dysfunctional family dynamic ignited by mental illness. It is from this understanding that we travel with Patrick along his cross country journey sponsored by the funders of the organization that he led for many years in Washington, DC.

While the intended purpose of the trip is to please his funders, it is through the conversations Patrick has with artists that spurns him to question why he has abandoned his own creative practice. These often emotional exchanges allow us not only to see into Patrick’s internal psyche but also his process of reawakening. It is this process that so captivated me and I knew I had to share with my readers. Below, I asked Patrick the following questions to illuminate this and inspire us all:

Patrick Ross author photo 2014

Q: What was the one piece of advice you heard from the artist’s that you interviewed that resonated the most? And why?

Patrick Ross: The one piece of advice that most resonated with me at the time was Idaho’s Rochelle Smith (and others, like New Hampshire’s Ernest Whaley) saying you have to tell your story. But the one I find myself hearing most often now is from Vermont’s Sabra Field, which is funny because she explicitly was resisting giving advice: she said the art-committed life is not an easy one, and many would be happier not attempting it. It is not an easy path, but it has been worth it so far.

Q: How did you implement what you learned on the trip into your own creative life?

Patrick Ross: The first thing I did was recognize that while I had a lot of experience as a writer of nonfiction, I had little experience as a writer of creative nonfiction. So In January 2011 I began a memoir-writing class at the Writer’s Center in Bethesda, Maryland, my first-ever creative writing course. I then went to AWP (the annual Association of Writer’s and Writing Programs conference) and walked up to every single MFA program table on the trade-show floor and quizzed them on their creative non-fiction offerings. I ended up choosing the Vermont College of Fine Arts low-residency program, and in late June of 2011 I found myself in Montpelier having pages I had written in my Writer’s Center class worshipped by my fellow VCFA students. It grew from there.

Q: What would you tell other creatives that have abandoned their craft?

Patrick Ross: It’s never too late to come back. You could say it’s like riding a bicycle, in that once you’ve learned how you can always do it again. But I think it’s even easier than that. One still must learn how to ride a bicycle to begin with; we are born inherently creative, so what you’re really doing is returning to your core state of being. The difficulty is what Sabra was referring to, sticking with it.

Finally, I can’t recommend this book highly enough (well, maybe I could) to anyone who has allowed life to get in the way of their creative practice. Patrick proves that there is always a way back to it.

Creative Bucket List

A few years ago, I wrote a post on my creative goals at the start of a new year. In it, I included three goals I wanted to accomplish that year. I sometimes referred to it as my creative bucket list. Well, I didn’t accomplish any of them that year. Or the year after. I did, however, do one of them earlier this year. That’s how goals work. Sometimes you can’t control the timing of them.

Melanie - Glass

Taking a class on glass has been on my creative bucket list for as long as I can remember. I’ve always been fascinated by the artistic process of creating a glass piece. There’s just something about the transformation that takes place when you start with a raw piece of material and shape it how you want. In the end, the magic of glass isn’t revealed until after it’s cooled and you can see how it turned out.

This spring I had the opportunity to experience this firsthand. Someone forwarded me a special offer from the Glass Bubble Project. The same place I had initially intended to take a class. I figured this was a sign so I jumped at the chance.

I am not a kinesthetic person – ok, I am uncomfortable doing anything physical – so this class was a real challenge for me. It was also extremely hot near the oven, which made it more uncomfortable. But what I learned long ago is to lean into the things that make you uncomfortable, because it will challenge you and especially challenge your creativity.

Glass - project

With that said, in the middle of the class, I said to the woman next to me that my next creative exploration would be trying my hand (literally) at the pottery wheel. Well, unlike my previous creative bucket list item, this one took a rather short time to accomplish.

Several months later I saw an online posting about a pottery wheel class that included wine at Art House, and I signed up right away. I invited a few friends, who I knew would enjoy it too. We had a fun time in this casual environment. And like my glass experience, I realized how uncoordinated and uncomfortable I am doing physical art work that requires my entire body.

Pottery - Project

In the end, I am proud of myself for doing both of these activities and not only crossing them off my creative bucket list but also leaning into my fears and challenging myself to grow and see my creativity in a new light.

Melanie - Pottery

What’s on your creative bucket list?

 

Why I am Not Doing 30 Days of Creativity This Year

For the last 3 years, I’ve participated in a monthly challenge called 30 Days of Creativity. I first heard about this challenge on Twitter and since I am someone who can’t stick to anything, I thought I’d give it a try. The first year I had no idea what I was doing, so I just decided to create stuff from my daily life. Because of this, there was a paperclip braceletPost-it Art and even a coaster made from from a CD.

The second year, I thought I was being more strategic about the process, because if I learned anything from year 1, it was that I acquired 30 days of stuff! That year, I switched the emphasis to public art. Art that I could leave behind and someone else would receive as a pleasant surprise. I centered this all around the theme of Create. A simple word I’d hoped would inspire people to do more of the same.

Last year was an all around stressful year, so the day before I simply chose to work on sketchbook collages. This challenge was by far the most important for me, as I explained to the delightful Mike Brown of Brainzooming in the video clip below.

Why did I decide to not participate this year?

Well, I am not sure there really is an easy answer. For me the decision had been brewing for some time. The 30 day challenge turned into a chore for me. I found myself stressing more about it than actually enjoying it. I also realized that I didn’t need just 30 days to do something creative, I needed to be creative 365 days a year. In the last year alone, I’ve finished an altered book round robin, co-led a women’s creativity retreat, completed my right brain business plan, guest wrote several blog posts, and created a glass heart.

Creativity Summer Reading

So this year, I am devoting the month of June and the rest of the summer to enriching my knowledge of creativity by reading all the latest books that have come out in the last few years that I missed. I’m also looking for suggestions to increase my awareness of creativity and spirituality, so please leave your recommendations in the comments section.

What are you doing this summer to heighten your creativity? 

When Life Gets in the Way

creativity poemWhen I left my blog over two years ago, I never imagined it would be for such a prolonged length of time. I figured I’d just take a quick break and focus on what in my real life needed attending to.

After a few months, I kept telling myself and others, that I’d be back to blogging here by the end of the month, which turned into the end of the year and then into the spring, fall, etc.

All those months of proclaiming (and often believing) those intentions fizzled as the days flew past. Before I knew it, another season, another year had passed.

And all the while I knew I would return someday when the time was right for me. I thought it was late last year, so I hired someone to finally transfer my dated looking blog to my very own domain which I had been redirecting.  Even that didn’t spark my creativity to start writing again.

Then a few things happened a couple of months ago. The first was that I let myself off the hook for believing my blog had to be perfect before I started writing again. You might say I am a bit of an over thinker and a somewhat recovering perfectionist. Both would be true.

I was stunted and overwhelmed by the work I needed to get my new blog picture perfect. One day, I realized it was a lot like what I tell my web design clients and the reason I thrive online: the beauty of a blog is that it is fluid and changeable.

Kind of like what I write about: creativity.

Amazingly, after I came to terms with what was holding me back, opportunities to resurrect this blog came my way. Someone reached out to me about writing some guest posts on creativity and she even offered to write some posts in the future here. Someone else published a book I knew my readers would love and that I instantly knew I wanted to feature in this space. And just like that I am here writing this post all inspired and hopeful to reconnect with previous readers and attract new audiences.

It’s amusing how life works sometimes. Again, it’s kind of unpredictable like creativity.

Creativity Poem by Adam Harvey 

I’ll Be Back Soon!

I bet you’ve wondered what happened to me. I was a pretty prolific blogger for about the last 5 years sharing my quest for a more creative life by documenting my ups and downs with that endeavor. The last time I posted was in October which gives the impression that I am no longer blogging about creativity. Well, that is true to a certain point. I am still tweeting about it though!

So what happened?

Nothing really scandalous occurred. And part of the the truth, which may seem cliched is that real life got in the way. I’ve been finishing school and working on exciting new freelance projects. It wasn’t until my friend Patrick Ross (go read his blog in the meantime, if you want great content on creativity!) mentioned to me today that he was catching up on his blog reading and wondered if mine was on hiatus, that I realized I was indeed on hiatus. But I also realized that I missed this blog and my amazingly loyal readers, many of whom have become great friends.

The ultimate reason why I haven’t been blogging here is because I hate the design of my template and with everything else going on in my life right now I don’t have time to alter it to my liking. But that is going to change soon! I have already talked with someone to help me with this, because like creativity, sometimes life also involves collaboration.

With all of that said, I hope to see you back here in the spring with a new design, new content features and a welcome back giveaway.

  • Until then, be creative my friends!